You don't have to apologize. Look, to someone like me who just saw the movies and stuff I'm going to automatically think you must have had some kind of an awesome childhood because I don't know enough about the reality of it to think otherwise, but I'm sure for you it was just another thing. Your dad's ship, and all. Honestly, it must be super-weird for you and all the other people here from your world to see what a big deal people make about all this. I guess I didn't think about that until now. And nah, I wouldn't ask for donations to get a bed, I'd just see if I can't find someone willing to build it for the cost of the supplies and a bit extra for labour.