Sheriarty
It isn't you. It's not what we did together or my feelings for you -- both those which were decidedly false in their nature because the object of their desire did not exist, and those I've developed since which are real but, decidedly different in their origin.
And it certainly isn't a fear that you will enable me or lead me down some path that I don't want to go down in the first place. The trouble, Irene, is... just that, really. I do want to go down them, I'll never stop wanting that.