About a year ago I took a chance, guided by the Force. There's a good deal more to that story and perhaps one day I'll share it with you.
I know that you aren't, but patience - like any other muscle - is strengthened with use. I can't guarantee that you will ever feel at home here nor can I guarantee you'll have a chance to do good here, but I see the possibility of both of those things. When was the last time you felt at home?