Mara | Jacen
Both service positions. Not to the greater peace, or to the greater good. Not for yourself, or your family. But just you and another creature - human, or animal - and you serving that individual in that moment.
You've asked a lot of questions over the years. I do know something about that. Many of them were questions that needed to be asked.
I could point you in other directions. I know your skill set, for better or for worse, and I know this world. I suggest these because I think they will prove challenging in ways you haven't been challenged recently. I believe it's possible for you to reconnect. And I believe it's essential that you do so. But it's not an order, it's just a suggestion. It is up to you to decide what you will do and act upon that choice.