I can get that. It's really odd reading about things that will happen in your reality, and it's not something you've experienced. I stopped for a good long while, but then I picked it back up - I guess you could say I ended up spoiled for things, and it didn't seem to matter as much whether I did or didn't, and what the hell - if someone shows up from home twenty years in my future, I'd like them to not have to worry about what I know, or don't.