Hveðrungr | δημιουργός
I'm just saying. If you think you can't keep doing something, you should make a change.
You keep being honest with him, and it keeps hurting him, and everything is sort of fine until it happens all over again. And every time you feel lousy. Something about the way you deal with him needs to change. Or something about the way he deals with you does. The fact that it's weird for him every time you warp reality is a problem when that's what you do.
Maybe you just need to put everything out on the table once and see where you stand.