Buffy/Ben.
It means I don't want to move in with anybody right now. Not you. Not Kaine. Not anyone else who offers. I don't want to play house again. I don't want to keep pretending that something like that'll work.
When I get a place, all that I care about is that it's got heat, a bathroom available, a bed, and that it's not in the tower. And maybe if I'm lucky, it'll have a stove.