Spiders
There is that... reassurring to know certain things and... well, If I turn out to be that, it'd be okay. And I think Peter would be proud. But God, Aunt May..
I guess it would have made more sense in my head to change costumes right after Peter died, not to wait and then after working for SHIELD and everything to become the Black Widow. That's not just a costume thing, that's... I know black widow is a type of spider, but she's always been more of an assassin in my head and we're not so much with the killing.