I never really looked like this, though. "Genetically" or "biologically" or whatever, I would have looked different as a baby. And my powers manifested sometime thereafter, I imagine. The ability to blend. Now I didn't choose what to look like as a child, I didn't really have my powers then. That's how I was "born" to humans looking. That is my normative human state. Maybe this is just how i would have naturally aged as a human. Maybe the other form is the one I chose myself. But i imagine you had some influence.