Wesley | Caroline
I'm in the same boat as you. It's hard to believe I've been here long enough to have gotten over Tyler and have my one year anniversary this month. But I have. And you've been here longer. And you have done some good.
At least the voice is in your head is your father's. That means it's not yours. It's not you. It's there, but it's wrong. We all can and should strive to do better and be better, not because we suck but because we should always strive for more.