Doriangel
I don't remember pretending. But I do remember... holding back, which I guess is the same thing, ultimately, isn't it? I remember idealizing you, and then being afraid that one of us would disappoint the other. Even though all I ever did was disappoint you.
And I'm not saying that because I feel sorry for myself. Or because I want you to protest. It's just a fact. You were hung up on Tony, and I was just... hung up. In general.