Sam | Mara
That'd be preferable. And you have time; it probably won't be until sometime next year. But if you're not here, I'll figure something else out.
Don't feel guilty. You need to take care of yourself as well as the rest of the world, you know. You matter, too. Tell the tesseract to go to hell, or Jedi mind trick it into forgetting you, or something. (That's kind of a joke.)
I'm always up against impossible odds, I know what you mean. But I believe it, for whatever that's worth.