Sam | Mara
It's always been a good way to relax, honestly.
Generally speaking, it's - some days are really good and some days are heart-breakingly not good. There is some in between as well, naturally, but it feels like there are a lot of the extremes. Sometimes I think it's one of those things where it's difficult to know if progress is even being made, but I have to assume that if we can do something good - some progress, even if it's immeasurable by any normal form of measurement, has to have happened.
I'm all right. I think.
To be honest, Sam, it's been a rough summer. I say I'm fine a lot, because if I say it enough I believe it. But sometimes I don't know if I am or not. I know I'm doing things that need to be done, and I'm hopefully making this world a little bit safer, and along the way there have been moments of complete contentment. I can't ask for much more than that really.