Lilly really tried to follow everything Veronica was saying, but it was still hard to wrap her head around dying and Aaron and everything. It was hard to face the guilt at knowing Logan knew about Weevil and his dad, because while she didn't really regret her choices, a part of her did regret hurting him. And when Veronica brought it up again, that started to drag her back to a place where she felt like she couldn't breathe. It made it hard to focus on what came after that part, but she did try.
The only thing was that it was all a pretty big ramble and kind of disconnected and it didn't make a lot of sense. Duncan having a kid, Veronica dating Logan, Beaver being a killer and a rapist- by the time Veronica reached the end and finally stopped, Lilly felt like her head was going to explode with a lot of information she barely understood.
"Um... what?" was all she could say and she wasn't even sure which part she was questioning. Maybe all of it, because she honestly wasn't sure what to freak out about first.