Filter - In Japanese:
Yet it is simply their way of life here. Strange that they muddle through without much life to it. It is like they are going through the motions without caring about tomorrow. I suppose we see things differently, though.
I am settling. It is not my ideal place to be. And without much of a purpose, it feels. I feel idle, and if I am idle, I should not be here. I should be at the Gates. But I can't go there. It's frustrating.