Peter/Gwen
I get that too. It's not that I don't want to know, but I sometimes stop and wonder if he questions himself when he does. Because from what I've learned from Ben them, it's that they constantly have doubts and a bunch of "whats if" or "was that right" from practically every action they take. No doubt they have them after telling me about other Gwen's fate.
It's just that I don't want them driving themselves crazy wondering if there's something else they should tell us, you know?