Dorian Gray (doriangray) wrote in thedoorway, @ 2013-10-23 01:46:00 |
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How would you like to go to Paris?
Dinner last night was exquisite. Sugiyama was absolutely a secret this city was keeping from us - but no more. I had a lovely time, you know I did, I was with you.
But something is wrong...with me. I think - I think you noticed last night and I appreciate that you didn't say anything, but the truth is Tony - that you and I have always been honest with each other. The last thing I want to do now is hold back to make things seem perfect when they're not. I know what happens when people build up imagines of the things they love in their head instead of looking at the heart of them, so...
God, I know all of this sounds ominous but it really isn't meant to - I just - there are things I haven't said, and I'm sorry, and I want to talk about them.