Peter.
I've stopped caring, Peter. I've tried everything I could over the years to make some marked improvements, to get people to see the value in things, in each other. The virus was a last, desperate attempt to get someone to listen, but I just don't have it in me to care anymore.
I started out a rudderless drunk. I don't see why I can't go back to that. Even if I'll have to cope minus the drunk part.