My soul is my curse, technically. Losing it is just sort of an extra clause on there. If I experience a moment of perfect happiness, I revert to soullessness. The point was to make sure I stayed miserable forever.
Have you learned anything disturbing about your future here? Or just the time thing in general is unsettling?
Huh. So I guess if you turn your emotions off, you're not gonna be too eager to turn them back on. If the guilt from turning your emotions back on is anything like the guilt from getting your soul restored, I imagine not many vampires would willingly choose that. You're smart to keep yours turned on.