Further back, but I guess just weeks off of going dark. Good to know I didn't lose my touch and could still restore your soul later on I guess.
Beating yourself up over the past only works for so long though. You're either going to forgive yourself or you're not, because it doesn't matter if anyone else does. You're just letting it eat you alive...and as for the future? You can't do anything about it. It hasn't happened yet.