Lizzie | Lydia
I don't think you do. I don't think you understand how much that birthday gift messed with my head. Outside I was acting so angry and I was angry, but mostly I was hurt. I was crushed and I was depressed about it for weeks after. I've never been so low as I was on New Year's, Lizzie. I was so sad I thought the sadness was going to crush me. I thought I was going to drown in my own tears. I wanted to die.
But he-who-shall-not-be-named was there. He wouldn't let that happen.