jessica drew | sam winchester
Do you happen to know whether the last thing you remember now is the last thing she remembers? Or possibly from the same day, even if you were in two different places having different experiences? I'd wager a guess that since she got 4-5 months and you got 5-6 months, there might've been a time difference of about a month in between you before.
Still, seeing it coming never makes anything painful hurt any less. And broken trust is a hard thing to get over.