fox mulder | sam winchester
After some of the things Scully mentioned and some of the things I dreamed last night I'm wondering if the work I've done on the X-Files isn't larger than I originally anticipated. I started to - to get information about my sister: To find her. The truth about extraterrestrial life on this planet was part of that, but it was because of Samantha that I needed to find that truth. But some of the things Scully said - that there's a global conspiracy, that there are men inside the highest levels of government running that conspiracy? They're things I've thought about - to some extent, but I never had proof. And after the dream - well, I don't know that I still have proof, but I remember a lot more.
I don't know if its 'celestially' big, but I'm getting the feeling that the X-Files hold the key to something much more universally big than I go before.
Sorry, that's not necessarily here nor there. I've just got a lot on my mind.
I remember it in the dream. The tesseract updated me to the fact that she had cancer - Scully told me this morning that it's currently in remission. But I remember her in the hospital, being diagnosed - nothing of her being treated.
I'm not certain I'm any closer to understanding why the update though - why only update me to that point? Why not update me further? Particularly when I could simply type my name into Google and come up with answers on my own?