fox mulder | sam winchester
How is it watching my show? It's kind of a mixture of painful and useful. Mainly the latter, in my case, but I don't know if that'd hold true for you. The thing about my life is that there's a really big picture to it-- like, celestially, universally big-- and I've always had a lot of questions about why my life turned out the way it did. Finding those answers makes even the difficult, painful parts really worthwhile.
Well, she turned out to be nowhere close to our Lucifer (thank god), but it was nice not to have to explain why having a version of him here could be a big problem. I mean, besides the obvious.
It's an important thing to know, but it also doesn't necessarily qualify as urgently needed to know. When you say you remember her being diagnosed, you mean you remembered it last night in your dream or from before you got here? Because being updated on the fact that she had cancer at all could qualify as an important need-to-know part.