And in the process, you'll destroy any chance of keeping her in your life. How many times have you lost her because you let your anger and your need for power get the best of you?
Belle believes that you're a good person. That's what she loves about you. You can't just let go of that.
Look, you could probably use a drink and a sympathetic ear that's not over a computer. Come out to Sam's with me and we can talk about this.