Credence&Nico
Places aren't just the locations... You can be in a good location and still feel bad inside. Have you- I know it's not always the easiest thing, but have you thought of talking to someone? Someone who professionally deals with these sorts of things? This isn't me saying I don't want to talk, I just know that there's only so much I can try and help with based on my experiences. Especially when... well... I haven't dealt with myself the best...
Maybe we can try and figure it out. Do some investigations. There has to be some sort of paper trail...