Credence&Nico
It isn't wrong. Places hold power and... you shouldn't feel sorry for being happy about not being in a bad place.
You have friends here who want to help and teach you. That's at least a start. And we'll be here to make sure you don't hurt someone. I know it's hard to trust in that enough to push away the fear. But I'll say it whenever you need to hear it.
I wish there was something I could do about the memory gap. It's... weird...