I did not mean for it to sound bad. I've had to do things in the war because of lack of supplies or troops, or whatever else the situation was, not because they were the right thing but because they were the only viable option. You were working towards order in the galaxy, right? What sorts of things did Snoke ask you to do?
I've felt like that before with Obi-Wan, mostly when I was his padawan. Sometimes it felt like I was constantly disappointing him.