He really hated that thought process. "Don't remember you ever being gone, honestly. So maybe it's not the same. Maybe there's the you there and the you here. But whatever you choose is yours. Seen what happens when someone ignores that and I don't really want that to happen again." He lightly tapped his fingers against the counter. "I don't think I'm going," he said after a prolonged silence. "I know what happens there and I don't have anything to go back to. I'd get it, though. Nathan's back there and your life's back there, so it's different. I'd be there, too. Nothing to really miss." Except that he knew that he'd miss her and that was the difficult part.