Technically you can, you just lose your psychic ability. There was some kind of signal, it was killing you, so I cut a deal with a god to make sure it didn't kill you and, quelle surprise, she was kind of not the most helpful about it.
Also we were starting a relationship and it didn't work out and we broke up. On good terms, I would like to think. I wanted to go to Fillory to save it and you didn't want a repeat of what happened to you last time. I'm not sure that's really good or bad news. I just you're kind of my best friend now and wanted to make sure you heard it from me and not someone else.