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River Song (spacehair) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2020-05-18 16:14:00

Entry tags:

!direct message, clara oswald, river song

FILTER CLARA OSWALD

I wasn't myself. I realize you know that. Still...

Thank you for trying to look out for him.

FILTER DOCTORS 12 & 13

I'm feeling myself again, as I assume everyone else is, but I need you to give me a few days. Both of you. Until I'm sure.

Please don't argue. Trust me. ~~I love you.~~

FILTER DOCTOR (12)

Idiot.

That was reckless, and you know it.

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twelfth_doctor
2020-05-19 02:50 am UTC (link)

[Second Filter]

Take as long as you need.

[Third Filter]

What's reckless? Loving you?
I know.

But what's that saying about fools rushing in?

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spacehair
2020-05-19 03:20 am UTC (link)

(Second Filter)

Thank you, Sweetie. I just need some time.

(Third Filter)

You know damn well what I mean. I could have killed you. Happily.

I hate you.

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twelfth_doctor
2020-05-19 03:30 am UTC (link)

[Second Filter>

I'd probably do the same under the same sort of circumstances. You know how to get in touch with us.

[Third Filter>

Meh. I'm used to people wanting to kill me. You weren't really yourself, though, were you?

No you don't.

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spacehair
2020-05-19 03:54 am UTC (link)

(Second Filter)

Believe me, I know. I'm fine. You shouldn't worry.

(Third Filter)

But I was, Doctor. She's who I was, before I met you. As much as we change, you and I know, she's still me.

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twelfth_doctor
2020-05-20 02:38 am UTC (link)

[Second Filter]

I'm not worried. Only when I am.

[Third Filter]

Do you feel the urge to kill me now?

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spacehair
2020-05-20 03:01 am UTC (link)

(Second Filter)

Don't be now. It'll only be a few days.

(Third Filter)

Of course not. But we both know that doesn't mean I might not still try.

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	first filter. oswaldftw 2020-05-19 03:48 am UTC (link)
	I'm a fairly decent liar. ~~Just ask Danny~~ I had hoped that I could commiserate with her, get her talking. I'm not sure I did that well, but I tried. And for the record: I was looking out for you both. I knew that when this was over, and it always is, you would be so upset with yourself. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	first filter. spacehair 2020-05-19 04:07 am UTC (link)
	So am I. So was she. I've always been good at keeping things to myself. It means something that you tried. Thank you. No real harm was done. We'll get through it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. oswaldftw 2020-05-19 04:10 am UTC (link)
	How are you feeling? Has to feel odd going back to this regeneration after that one. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. spacehair 2020-05-19 04:53 am UTC (link)
	Well...I guess it's complicated. She is, was, me. It's sort of like revisiting your high school graduation. I feel older and I feel closer to my past. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. oswaldftw 2020-05-19 04:55 am UTC (link)
	You broke free, River. You're not that person anymore, even if she was you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. spacehair 2020-05-19 05:22 am UTC (link)
	No, I know. It's the closest she's been to the surface in decades. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. oswaldftw 2020-05-19 05:34 am UTC (link)
	She doesn't control you anymore, love. You</I. do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. spacehair 2020-05-19 06:03 am UTC (link)
	Aren't you sounding maternal. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. oswaldftw 2020-05-19 06:09 am UTC (link)
	Well I did just find out I don't do so poorly at that in the Tumbleweed future. But seriously, maybe it's the teacher in me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	first filter. spacehair 2020-05-20 02:54 am UTC (link)
	I'm not surprised. Maybe it is. I do appreciate the sentiment, Clara. But she was never really in control of anything. Back then, neither of us were. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Second Filter 13_doctor 2020-05-21 02:52 am UTC (link)
	Just so we're clear, how many is a few days? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Second Filter spacehair 2020-05-21 03:08 am UTC (link)
	I'm not sure, Sweetie. 3? 7? I remember who you are now. I need to be sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Second Filter 13_doctor 2020-05-21 03:25 am UTC (link)
	Need to be sure of what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter spacehair 2020-05-21 04:10 am UTC (link)
	You really need to ask? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Second Filter 13_doctor 2020-05-21 04:15 am UTC (link)
	Alright, no, but I ask because I don't think it's necessary. You're not Mels anymore River (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter spacehair 2020-05-21 04:35 am UTC (link)
	And you should know that's not a guarantee. I know it's a risk either of you would take, my love, but please don't ask me to. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: Second Filter 13_doctor 2020-05-23 02:29 am UTC (link)
	Don't be a stranger for too long. The TARDIS got used to having company every now and again (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Second Filter spacehair 2020-05-23 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Of course, Sweetie. She'll hardly have time to miss me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Second Filter 13_doctor 2020-05-23 02:50 am UTC (link)
	Then take care of yourself River (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Second Filter spacehair 2020-05-23 02:57 am UTC (link)
	I will, Doctor. (Reply to this) (Parent)