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margo the destroyer ([info]ovaryup) wrote in [info]thedisplaced,
@ 2020-01-11 19:53:00

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Entry tags:!network post, eliot waugh, margo hanson

ELIOT WAUGH:

Fucking hell. This morning, I told Rey I loved her.

And I meant it.

And I'm not gonna take that shit back.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 02:03 am UTC (link)
Well, fuck, Bambi. Good for you.

More details, please. I want the full run down.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 02:15 am UTC (link)
She got up before I did and brought me coffee. That was it. Why the fuck was that it?

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 02:27 am UTC (link)
It's the little things.

And how did your Space Nun respond?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 02:30 am UTC (link)
She dropped the coffee.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 02:32 am UTC (link)
That's adorable.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 02:33 am UTC (link)
I sort of got the feeling that not a lot of people have told her that in her life, and I kind of want to punch everyone from her world.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 02:42 am UTC (link)
Yeah, I've got that read off her before. No real opportunity for it with the whole Jakku thing, it seemed. Plenty of folks cared about her but hearing those words can mean a lot to a person.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 02:48 am UTC (link)
Yeah, yeah. I get it. People gotta hear shit from time to time.

Not sure how I'm gonna top that. Especially after this bullshit is over.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 02:53 am UTC (link)
That they do.

You can't top it. And would you want to?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 02:58 am UTC (link)
You remember what I'm like in a relationship. When I love someone, I'm harder on them than anyone else because I expect more.

How the fuck is that gonna look after I've said that?

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 03:01 am UTC (link)
I remember intimately. Does she have any inkling of this? She has to.

I'd say it'd look honest. I can't always be sleepy morning declarations.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 03:07 am UTC (link)
I think so, but sometimes I think she's got this idealized version of me in her head. Love starved, and I don't want her to settle for an asshole when she deserves the whole fucking galaxy.


Testicles in a teacup, what the fuck is wrong with me, El?

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 03:17 am UTC (link)
She might, but she's certainly not settling for an asshole. Granted, you can be one, but you aren't always.

I'm not following. For falling for Rey or for worrying she deserves something else?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 03:19 am UTC (link)
The worrying shit.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 03:21 am UTC (link)
Ah. Try not to let the worry ruin good things for you, Margo. We're our own worst enemies.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-12 03:26 am UTC (link)
I forgot the rule of everything. Be so miserable that you don't want it anymore.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-12 03:41 am UTC (link)
Would it be forgetting or trying to move past it?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-13 05:05 am UTC (link)
Magic, Eliot. You know damn well it doesn't come from being well-adjusted and in love.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-13 01:43 pm UTC (link)
I know, I know. It comes from pain. But it doesn't need pain to sustain it.

50 years, Margo. I lived 50 years, happy and content and in love, and we used magic every goddamn day. And you know what the worrying shit did for me after? It let me run away and by the time I wised up, it was too late.

Don't hold back.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-15 04:11 am UTC (link)
Fuck, El.. I didn't mean to bring that up.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-15 09:00 pm UTC (link)
You didn't have to. It's always in the back of my mind.

My point is the Universe will fuck with us plenty to make us miserable. So, until it does, lavish in getting to be happy.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-16 02:29 am UTC (link)
You know what scares the shit out of me? Even with this fucking spell, I didn't even think about it. I just vomited out like it was nothing.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-16 02:41 am UTC (link)
Has it be on your mind for awhile then?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-16 11:31 pm UTC (link)
I knew I liked her enough to be in a relationship.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-17 01:43 am UTC (link)
An indicative sign, yes, but doesn't always transpire into full on "I love you."

Did she say it back?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-17 03:57 am UTC (link)
Apparently it does when you're me.

After she smiled one of those enormous smiles of her and tried to kiss me through it, yeah.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-17 04:06 am UTC (link)
So it seems and I'm happy that it's gone this way for you, Bambi.

Ah, yes. I've taken note of that smile before. It seems to happen around you regularly.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-17 04:14 am UTC (link)
Yeah? So let's turn this shit around on you.

Babies. I'm surprised you want to try another one. Doesn't Fen still have log baby around somewhere?

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-17 04:25 am UTC (link)
Wait a moment. That was swift and unexpected and damn you.

Well, here's where I say it wasn't exactly a planned for pregnancy and more of an "oops." All that being said, I am excited.

Yes, she does. It's sitting on a rocking chair at the moment. Unfortunately.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-17 04:28 am UTC (link)
Do you even know which of you is actually the father?

No judgment. You're both married to her. Just curious.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-17 04:33 am UTC (link)
Not yet. I'm not really looking for an answer but, well, if the baby starts using the Force...

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-17 04:44 am UTC (link)
A fucking child with those powers.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-18 02:06 am UTC (link)
We've got a whole community to help.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-18 03:33 am UTC (link)
I'm not ragging on the powers or your ability to handle them.

But think of yourself as a toddler — as a five year old — and what you could and would do with that kind of power.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-19 03:50 am UTC (link)
No, I didn't necessarily think so.

But it will be a lot for a child and having a support system will be helpful. I mean, think about us for a second, and what it meant when Brakebills offered us just that. The knowledge we weren't alone? Having the other Force users around will be incredibly helpful.

Ky's told me some about what that was like.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-19 04:00 am UTC (link)
I didn't really give two shits until I met you. And the idea that I could learn to harness this shit and do whatever I wanted with it.

Instead, we keep cleaning up fucking messes with it.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-19 04:06 am UTC (link)
You were certainly my favorite part of that time. Well, the doting First Years was nice, too.

Never seems to end. But would you give it up? Go full Muggle?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-20 03:22 am UTC (link)
Fuck no. Would you?

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-20 03:37 am UTC (link)
In the words of my favorite monarch, fuck no.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-20 03:51 am UTC (link)
Bitch, I better be your favorite monarch.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-20 04:00 am UTC (link)
Since day one.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-20 04:29 am UTC (link)
Sometimes I really hate that you're married.

I miss our late-night chats, smoking pot and talking about all the stupid shit we saw all day.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-22 02:22 am UTC (link)
My being married doesn't mean we can't start those things back up because I miss them, too.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-22 02:25 am UTC (link)
There's boundaries, El.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-22 02:26 am UTC (link)
There is. But that's the only one.

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-22 02:28 am UTC (link)
That's not the only one.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-22 02:28 am UTC (link)
What's the rest?

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[info]ovaryup
2020-01-22 02:31 am UTC (link)
I doubt we'll be allowed to drink the night away, bullshitting, gossiping, and falling asleep together.

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[info]highkingeliot
2020-01-22 02:32 am UTC (link)
No, not every night but it isn't something we can't ever do.

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