I haven't yet completed a full year of schooling and most of the topics and information is overwhelming because most people have been to school before, so they don't need to play catch up.
They are better with it at the EPS because Rogue knows Dad and knows I haven't been to school, so they tailor things a little bit. But sometimes it's still overwhelming and I don't understand everything and it makes me feel stupid because it feels like everyone else understands it. It makes learning harder because I don't feel like it. I don't want to go through the motions of learning everything I've missed. I wasn't raised on Earth or even in Fillory. Survival classes and farming make sense because at least I can do something with what I'm learning and I am doing something in general. Everything else feels ridiculous.