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Maybe, but I didn't know that was an option. I'm [...] I guess I lied to make it feel less depressing to be dead again when I'd been a living boy again. I wanted to be okay with what I was.
It wasn't aboutWould you haveDo I'm sorry I didn't tell anyone but them when it was happening. That doesn't mean you're not a real friend. If you weren't, I wouldn't care if you were upset with me about it.