Steve/Maya
It's kind of a mindfuck. Sometimes it can feel like we don't ever really lose. People die, and even in my world we joke about all the resurrections but when it happens you still have to assume it's permanent every time because it might be, but the rest of the team will come out on top. It's just a question of how it's going to happen, putting a plan together and maybe getting a bit of good luck. And the sheer scale of it... it's the sort of thing that makes everything before it seem a little pointless.