CHO/NAPOLEON.
I at least had the person who they belong to to show me how to use them. I didn't think I'd ever miss having magic. I lived for six years without using it, but now that I can't use it, it's a little strange.
Also having to let someone else use my wand has been an exercise in anxiety. It's [...] I'm trying to figure out how to explain it. Like if you had to tell someone you didn't know something particularly intimate. Still, I didn't want her to not get to experience the magic herself because I was somewhat uncomfortable.