gansey+rhy
I do not know how much time I want to spend here. Each day is another day with Noah, and it is quite the adventure. But I do not think it's a way to live life forever. Depending how you look at it, we do live with as much uncertainty at home. But it feels difficult to settle, permanently, into life here.
Then she simply should come here. There are more worlds here within a few days than most people could visit in a lifetime. Then you could also tease your brother about her again.
I am sorry you had to go through that. Without a goodbye, you have little to judge the being left by. And it is difficult to choose to trust the person or to be okay with it. But it reflects nothing poorly on you, I think, that you were left or that you had trouble trusting your heart in the face of it. [...] I am not being an apologist for you. But I had trouble for the longest time with goodbyes (and little experience with friends), so I am unfortunately familiar with being on the other end of that. It reflected poorly on me, and I can only say that I have changed. Mostly. Jesus Christ, when I left them-
I strongly believe in happy endings.
Do not worry too heavily about speed. I am an exceedingly safe driver. And I will do my best to avoid car sized holes in the ground.