Rhy | Alucard
It does not feel as though there is something I can say that will not hurt you; either my words will increase the burden you bear or they may feed your fears that you are not worth it. But nor is the idea that something you are going through cannot even be discussed without making it worse tolerable.
I know what it is like to feel worthless, for my sister's kind words to do little to nothing to help. It was different, certainly. While my crew believed in me, they were not privy to that which made me feel that way or even that I did. They did not know me as you know me and I you. I figured it out for the most part. And I believe you can too.
You have already proven yourself a capable king, but that isn't what this is about, is it? But here, away from London, away from where you have proven yourself, you'll have to, again. We all will, honestly. And I hope that helps you, as it did me.