Fray (whatacliche) wrote in thedisplaced, @ 2018-04-09 02:09:00 |
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It has occurred to me that I was perhaps rude. I am not used to diplomatic situations and I believe that my feelings regarding othersin our grouphave not made me the best at interacting with the people in my surroundings. I believe an apology is in order. I am sorry that I have allowed the behavior of others to influence my own behavior toward people who have nothing to do with what has occurred.
[...] I hope my behavior didn't sour the evening.I am not sure how to make up for it if it did, however. I have never had to make up for my behavior. Mostly because I have never been sorry about it. I don't even knowI am not very good at conversations with other people. Growing up in the Fairy Realm did not offer itself to much empathy or sensitivity or diplomacy. I haven't really attempted to become better at it since my arrival.I guessIt's something I need to work on. And I will.Well, at least Ronan will get the parts that are not meant for everyone
I know Queen Margo and my father are looking forward to an alliance. I don't want my behavior to negatively affect their effortseven if I don't actually. If you would still like to share information moving forward, I will do what I can[...]and I would like to learn more about your culture and whatever else you would like to share. Fillory has only been my home for a short while, so I may not have the information you would like, but I could give you information on the fairies. I know more about them than anyone in our party given I was raised by them. In the hopes that you will be better able to protect yourself against them should they come here the same way that we did.Don't tell Eliot I called him my father. In fact, don't tell him about this. I don't really want to make it seem like I'm looking for validation