kings of fillory
Well, he told me. I don't know that I'm going to get what I want ever, but I want my mistakes to be my own mistakes. If I fuck it up, I want it to be me that fucked it up for me. I can handle being mad at myself. That's practically the norm. I hate being mad at you because you're my best friend and I love you. It was the worst part of it, was not being able to help it. I was just so angry. I wanted you to be the one I was with when I was upset even if I knew you were busy because Kylo's going through shit, too. I just wanted you to be the one I could turn to and I couldn't. Or at least I didn't feel like I could.