Aracely | Emma
That's fairly typical of someone with your abilities. It was true for me for a very long time.
Why don't you reach out to Ms. Braddock first? She's our counselor at EPS and she's rather good at listening to difficult things. If you need to talk to someone about people trying to murder you, she's good. And if you would like to discuss your feelings about what happened to Gwen, I think she will be respectful and listen.