ROGUE/BUCKY.
Yeah, it's...I feel like I can't replace him like that, you know? We don't have the same memories and moments that brought us together, that kept us together for five years. I entertained it for a second, but I realized it was selfish of me to try and replace him like that. It wouldn't be fair to the version that's here and it's not fair to my guy back home. So I'm trying to move on. I just wish it wasn't completely fucking awful to be reminded day in and out of what it was and what it can never be again, you know?
Sorry. That was a lot to dumb on a near perfect stranger. My bad.