InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "I am sad for I have no arms."

zunia (zunia) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2017-11-22 12:29:00

Entry tags:

kylo ren / ben solo, petunia dursley (au)

[Filtered to Kylo]

Don't think just because you're not in this house with me I won't be checking in on you to make sure you're doing okay.

Which, I'm sure you aren't at the moment.

I ~~I don't~~ Eliot's been very quiet about things, but [...] but I'm afraid you're quite stuck with me and my habit of looking after you all the same. Do you need any groceries? Are you eating? I can come and make something for you to eat if you like. I could also make something that will be easy to reheat so that you can eat as you wish. Though, I must tell you, you do need to eat. You're thin enough as it is and I'm going to have to insist.

And please try to go outside a little. Walks can be nice when you need something to do. I could go on walks with you if you like. Unless you need time to yourself.

(Post a new comment)

	Petunia&Kylo behindthemask 2017-11-22 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	I think I need more coffee. I'm [...] Grandmother's here so I'm not alone. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo behindthemask 2017-11-22 05:59 pm UTC (link)
	The coffee thing isn't a request. I have coffee. I just need to make it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo zunia 2017-11-22 06:03 pm UTC (link)
	That's good. That you're not alone. Probably also that you haven't run out of coffee. Though, I still prefer tea. If you need anything, however, I am more than happy to get it for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo behindthemask 2017-11-22 06:04 pm UTC (link)
	Tea is for relaxing. Coffee is for waking up. I know. [...] What did Eliot say? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo zunia 2017-11-22 06:10 pm UTC (link)
	Tea can be fore waking up. You just need the right tea. Not much, honestly. We just know you left. He spent the night in Quentin's room, so I assume something happened, but I couldn't say what. I'll be checking in on him soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo behindthemask 2017-11-22 06:34 pm UTC (link)
	I guess maybe I need to try the right one then. ~~Spent~~ Yeah. I [...] I needed to be somewhere else for a bit. Do that. I kinda hate this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Petunia&Kylo

zunia
2017-11-22 06:43 pm UTC (link)

I could offer a few suggestions. Or just pick them up and bring them to you. It will give me a good excuse to come over and see you. Even if I don't actually need an excuse. But if your grandmother is there today, then I'll wait.

Okay. Just know you're always welcome here should you wish to come back. I know I can't speak for everyone, but I'm doing it anyway and they can deal with it. I am not fond of it myself. I am quite certain Eliot is not either.

[...] I know what it's like. To have people look at you and see someone else. I know that it's not exactly the same, but people hear my name and automatically all of the things that I've done in another timeline belong to me as well. But we're not what they think we are, so don't let them make you feel that you aren't a good person. You cannot unwrite what is already done, but I know you well enough to know that you have changed. Even if you are difficult and tend to let your temper get the better of you on occasion. Just [...] just know that I'm on your side.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Petunia&Kylo

behindthemask
2017-11-22 07:01 pm UTC (link)

You could bring me some. [...] But only if you want. I could pick some things up too. I think you would like my Grandmother.

That's what I like about you. Well. One of the things anyway. Just take care of Eliot. He's important to me.

Except that those things do belong to me. I did do them. They aren't wrong about that. [...] I don't want to be that person anymore. But that person is me.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Petunia&Kylo

zunia
2017-11-23 05:44 am UTC (link)

I want to. I don't want to take up your time if she's there.

Because I'm demanding and don't listen to people being ridiculous? It sounds like a fairly agreeable reason.

Yes. I am aware. But since I have seen you, since I have known you, you have been none of those things. The four of us felt like home. Even though I've been fairly homesick. I wish my boys would come. I think, perhaps, people need time. It is maddening at the best of times, but people are not always quick to change their views. It took Alastor saving my life to make me change my views on magic. It took almost dying. So I know.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Petunia&Kylo

behindthemask
2017-11-24 01:37 am UTC (link)

I mean just that she is living here. So it won't be a taking up my time sort of thing.

You're demanding, but you're kind about it. I'm not fond of it either. But I think [...] it is the right decision right now.

I hope it does not take that much for people to come around. I wish your boys would come as well. I would like to meet them, and I would like to see you happy with them. I'm sorry you've been homesick.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo zunia 2017-11-24 02:26 am UTC (link)
	Oh. Well, perhaps I will stop by sooner, then. I do my best. If you think so, then I suppose I'll have to agree to it. For now. I hope not as well. I don't really know that I'll get them. I suppose I'll have to accept that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo behindthemask 2017-11-24 07:31 am UTC (link)
	You should stop by whenever it is convenient. Just text me so I am not at work. It's [...] I haven't always made good decisions so it can be difficult to [...] but Eliot agreed. It's not what we want, exactly. But it is right. I think. Christmas is a wishing time right? Make a wish. Who knows, maybe the Force will be with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo zunia 2017-11-24 04:26 pm UTC (link)
	I might remember your schedule a little. Then I will support you. I guess it could be a wishing time. ~~Not even magic is with me~~ Perhaps it will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo behindthemask 2017-11-24 10:29 pm UTC (link)
	~~Really~~ It hasn't changed. [...] Thank you Petunia. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Petunia&Kylo zunia 2017-11-25 05:44 am UTC (link)
	Then we should be fine. I'll still text anyway. You're welcome. (Reply to this) (Parent)