There's [...] stuff I don't remember from when I was in the crystal. Like the drive to Ravatogh — it's just bits and pieces? My memories get fucked up. And sometimes I try to wake up, but there's this [...] pressure pushing me down. I don't know how to explain it, but it scares me a lot. I got so used to sleeping in that thing that being awake is [...] weird. Like I forgot how? I'm worried it'll happen again. That I won't be able to stop it from happening.