it always does sound easier than it is. it isn't, which i acknowledge. but nothing truly worth doing is ever easy.
i just pray this is neither the twilight king or his master's doing. if they are causing harm to my people in my absence this is my fault. i will simply hope that the goddesses still hear me.
if you can acknowledge you have it, that it is a burden to carry this is a step in the right direction even though i do not believe that such things are eternal. and i am ever grateful for counsel. even with naryu's blessing i only know so much.