Emmeline/Charlie [...] You are the same person I cared for at Mount Weather but, at the same time, you aren't. I know you aren't. There are jokes and memories I have that I know you don't get. If I ever need a reminder that you aren't that girl, all I have to think about is an event we shared, and remember you won't remember it. It's [...] a constant reminder I've been dealing with since you came back. This isn't something new I have to deal with, you know? I hope I've been [...] I hope I haven't been holding you up to a standard. Or that you've felt like I have.
I can't promise you anything about the future. I just hope my actions before this will back me up in showing I don't expect anything from you. I know emotions make things change but [...] I am really trying not to put you in a difficult position.