KYLO | ELIOT
Quentin, with Margo, are my best friends. Quentin loves Alice and that's how it was going to be regardless of however I felt once. [...] I liked him. I liked him a lot and I was interested in him. But [...] it wasn't returned. I gave up on that. The attraction was still there though.
I wasn't my best self then, Kylo. I was trying to destroy everything I cared about and myself all at the same time. [...] I don't even know what was in my system that night. I know I was drinking. I used to drink a lot more then I do. I'd take anything to make things better. And we'd just got our emotions back. We [...] have spells to get rid of them. We'd been using them. Bottle them up. It was helpful for battle magic.
Things get intense when you take them out of the bottle.
It's not an excuse but I [...] I wanted to feel something, anything, other than what I was feeling in those days leading up to it. Quentin was there. He and Mar--- Shit. Margo and him were already going down that road before I joined in.
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I'm not still interested in him now. I just want my friend to be happy again.