Taryn Howard (tarynatmyheart) wrote in thedept, @ 2013-06-12 14:28:00 |
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Taryn enters and sits, not looking terribly pleased. She takes a moment and then looks at the camera, trying for a nice smile but it doesn't quite work.
After the last of these I did, I decided I hated them, and that's why I haven't been back. But now it's the law of the land, so I guess I have no choice. I put it off as long as I could, but I got tired of the nagging.
She casts a glance toward the door.
But here I am, and I'll make it brief. Let's see. The best moment of my life. I think that might have been the first time I saw my name and work published. It was a tiny little blurb of a piece in a magazine, but it was my own creation, and it was there for thousands of people to read. I didn't get paid for it or anything, but it was still the first part of a dream come true.
Now. What moment would I relive in the last seconds of my life?
She takes another moment to think.
I was engaged for a while. It didn't work out, and I've come to terms with that. There's someone else out there for me that will light a spark in me every single day. My ex didn't do that, but that's okay. It was a learning experience.
That being said, we had some great times in the beginning. Moments in time where I thought things were going to work out. The one I'd pick was when he'd taken me to the south of France, and we were on a bit of the coast together, just us. We didn't talk much, but when we did it was about the future. It was one of the strongest moments where I felt like things were going to work out.
I don't miss him, and I don't want him back, but if I'm going to die, I want to do so feeling like everything is going to be okay.
She smiles again at the camera.
I guess that wasn't so bad, and I feel better too. So, I'm sorry I was cranky a moment ago. Maybe I will be back after all.
With a slight shrug, she taps off the camera.