Is it changeable? Now that they know? Or is it a prophecy that must feed completion. She isn't sure and she doesn't know how to answer. Ira stares off into the prism of her gin filled glass, the scent of the alcohol and the junipers settle in a noxious way at the back of her throat as if she could wretch..
Ira has always wanted a child. Has always dreamed of one. Of having something that she can love...probably more than Jesus and God and all the stars above.
But she remembers her conversation with Drew too and she isn't sure if its a trick, or a mirage....
"Do you want that with him?" Ira means Fletcher but his name escapes her at the moment. Short introductions, they haven't had time to become part of each others lives yet in any real meaningful way.
""I've always wanted a child but why does it feel as if it's a dark omen?"