I can get that. I guess...I was just hopin' it'd draw her attention to me. And, yeah, OK, like, 90% of it was me tryin' to avoid Buffy's judgement. She has a way of being able to look at me like I'll fail her. Then again I am always harder on my sister slayer too. Guess technically she's right anyway. Only one person on this damn post even gives a shit that I proved I could help Sector A. Maybe I should just come home. I look like shit. Maybe should wait 'till the blood and burns fade away.